Thursday, December 10, 2009

A Little Rhyme For Jesse I wrote in September

DEDICATED TO JESSE:

TRY TO TELL YOUR STORY,
GIVE YOU SOME GLORY.
ALL YOU WANTED TO DO WAS MAKE AN IMPACT, N FIGHT BACK
WITH NICENESS,
NO TEARS, NO FEARS, GOTTA BOTTLE UP YOUR SHORT YEARS.
mY POOR HUNNI, I FELT SO SAD FOR YOU.
ALL THE PAIN OF THE WORLD STRICKING AT YOU.
BUT YOU WERE A SOLDIER, FIGHTIN SO HARD
AGAINST CANCER,
N I TRIED TO FIND AN ANSWER.
EVEN TOGETHER WE COULDN'T WIN
THIS BATTLE.
NEW YEARS EVE WAS MY LAST NIGHT WITH YOU, MY JESSE..BOO
JANUARY 2ND, 2009,
I TOOK YOUR HAND N YOU TOOK MINE N WE KNEW IT WAS TIME,
AS YOU PUT IT "...TO MOVE FOWARD..."
AND WHAT HAPPENS NOBODY TELLS YOU,
IT'S A DOUBLE-EDGE SWORD.
TO LEAVE THE PAIN OF THIS WORLD,
YOU GOTTA ENDURE EVEN MORE!
BLINDED BY DARKNESS N STRUCK WITH FEAR & WONDERING WHICH DOOR? WHICH DOOR?
WHY OH WHY I HAD TO HELP YOU DIE.
AS HARD AS IT WAS, I AM THANKFUL
I GOT TO BE BY YOUR SIDE.
I AM GRATEFUL, TO GAVE A LITTLE COMFORT N PRAY FOR YOU &
SAY ITS OKAY, FIND THE LIGHT
GO ON YOUR JOURNEY...
ME N THE KIDS WILL BE ALRIGHT.
LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT

ALWAYS N FOREVER.
LOVE N MISS YOU JESSE.

JESSICA