Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Busy December

The beginning of December. Awe, what a feeling I get throughout this month. My children are so excited; "is it Christmas yet??" I remember that feeling. Yet, its creeping up on a year anniversary of my husband Jesse's death. I don't know how to feel, I want to be happy for my children and it can be hard when I start missing Jesse. We set up our Christmas tree and I have different crafts and activities planned in my mind for the kids. I guess I will just go with the flow because I am not the only one who gets sad about Jesse, so does my son Jacob. He was just old enough to remember his Daddy and now inquires and talks about him pretty much on a daily basis. I think it is healthy and I try to do the best I can to give him age approriate answers. Well, I see the sun peering through the grey clouds outside my window; that is always an inspiration to me. Time for me to bring my son Jace to school. I'll have to come back tonight! Thanks for reading my blogs : )